Up Crazy Early. . . Why

Well I am up at 5:00 today. Why? I would love to go to sleep, I am very tired. Honestly I am not one of "Those" people who wake up early so that they can "do" things. I enjoy sleeping. I don't go to bed early, I usually am the last in our home to go to sleep. I wake up often and I seldom honestly rest. To many things to do and my mind doesn't like to STOP and think about me and what I need. It is truly annoying. I am waiting to go to sleep until at least he gets to work and texts me that he is there.  He says I worry too much and that I need to calm down and trust him, but I haven't figured that one out yet. Its nearly 6, and I am still waiting for my mother to get on, would like to talk to her now but in the off chance she slept in I do not want to be the one to wake her up. I would feel way to bad. I haven't worked in two days and its frustrating me to no end. First he hurts his neck and then we end up going fishing. Nemo is staring me down and is so tired I truly think if he could talk he would not have many nice things to say to me right now. He may be a dog but some of the looks he gives me you would swear he truly understood. Well its 6 now, I think I am going to try and go back to sleep, until later.

Skrappenton